Feature Essay

Issue 01 · Piano, Wildlife, Attention

Field notes from a life in science

Beyond the Bench

When I step away from research, I return to two slower practices: piano and wildlife photography. One tunes my ear to phrasing, touch, and silence. The other keeps me alert to light, distance, and the single movement that completes a frame.

This page is not a sidebar to my work. It is where attention gets reset, pacing becomes deliberate again, and the habits I care about in research are rehearsed in another key.

By Johan Ajnabi Researcher, Pianist, Observer Updated April 8, 2026
White-eared catbird photographed at Mandai Wildlife Reserve, Singapore
Lead Frame White-eared catbird · Mandai Wildlife Reserve

Two practices, one shared instinct: stay with the moment long enough for structure to reveal itself.

At the piano

Phrasing, voicing, and the shape of a musical line.

In the field

Light, stillness, and moments that cannot be staged.

What carries over

Practices that return me to the lab with more patience and care.

Music Feature

Piano is where I practice listening before I decide what comes next.

Piano is where I go when I want to slow down and listen more carefully. I am most drawn to pieces where phrasing, voicing, and restraint matter as much as technique.

I share performances as @jopianotes, mostly across classical and contemporary repertoire. Recording them has made me more attentive to touch, pacing, and how a line holds together over time.

Recording a performance turns touch, timing, and restraint into something you can actually audit.

@jopianotes
  • I keep returning to pieces where tone and space matter more than speed.
  • Most full performances live on YouTube, with shorter clips on Instagram.
  • It is the practice that reminds me to work with intention rather than rush.

Listen and follow


Field Notes

Wildlife photography asks for patience, distance, and a willingness to let the world keep some of its mystery.

Spot-billed pelican photographed at Ranganathittu Bird Sanctuary, Karnataka
Lead Frame Spot-billed pelican Ranganathittu Bird Sanctuary, Karnataka
Bali myna photographed at Mandai Wildlife Reserve, Singapore
Contact Sheet Bali myna Mandai Wildlife Reserve
Ornate lorikeet photographed at Mandai Wildlife Reserve, Singapore
Contact Sheet Ornate lorikeet Mandai Wildlife Reserve

Through wildlife photography as @jopxls, I try to make images that feel observed rather than collected. I am less interested in spectacle than in the mood created by light, weather, distance, and one brief movement.

Most of the work is really waiting. The frame only appears for a moment, and the interesting part is being quiet enough to notice when it does.

  • I look for calm frames shaped by early light, layered backgrounds, and breathing room.
  • I prefer moments that still feel wild, with some distance left intact.
  • It gives me a way to practice patience without an agenda or outcome in mind.


Return

What these practices return to research

I do not think of them as side hobbies. They reset the pace at which I notice, judge, and work. They are how I practice attention when no experiment is running.

01 · Listening

Structure before noise

Piano keeps me sensitive to pacing, internal structure, and when a line needs more space rather than more force.

02 · Patience

Waiting is part of the method

Photography reminds me that not every good outcome can be pushed into happening. Some results depend on waiting well.

03 · Restraint

Do only what the moment needs

Both practices reward restraint. That instinct matters to me in experiments, writing, and problem-solving just as much as it does in music or a frame.

These practices do not sit outside my research life. They are part of how I reset attention, recover patience, and return to work more clearly.

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